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life, frozen at its best.
life is a neverending runway. LIVE LOUD. LIVE WILD. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS.
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LADY.
PAMELA KHOO15 jun Early Childhood Education Child Of God |
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Let it out |
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5:02 PM, Sunday, June 21, 2009  I miss my pisangs. I miss my girls. I miss my guys. And yet I need time to be alone. i just want to be alone. i dont know why, dont ask me. 1:52 AM, Thursday, June 18, 2009 "he kiss my lips i taste your mouth" he came with a gift, a gift that he has promised me a long time ago. and he scented it with my favourite scent of his. what a sweet gesture. to think that he actually remembered the words i said. i lain in his arms, as we spoke. ears pressed gently against his chest; the beat of his heart creating a wonderful melody in my ears. there is an indescribable sense of security and comfort in his embrace. warm, soothing and assuring.. he probably is the only one who has the physical powers to make me forget about whoever i wanna forget. i dont know why, somehow only he is able to do it.. maybe not forget but rather alleviate my pain that whoever has caused it.. he is child-like yet mature. sentimental albeit insensitive at times. he makes me laugh without making me feel stupid. he laughs at my sarcastic responses. he's taken. not like i care. not like he bothers too. we are not affected anyway. 11:56 PM, Monday, June 15, 2009  im forever 18!!! just look at my bday cake, its like a child's one. and it symbolises undying youth just like the fresh water that springs out from the pristine clear lake. HAHAH OKAY DHEY ENOUGH. anyway i would like to thank the people who celebrated my bday with me on the different days. it started on the 11th june with my pisangs. (jo, jol, rah, zee, fiza) then 13th june on saturday with my sec school friends, (maxine, agnes, val, josy, des, yingzhong, caimin, guang rong, dede, howa, howing) and it continued again on 14th june with my beloved cg N404 (anna, jean, nicole, morgan, nika, yuna, cheryl) in the afternoon. at night it was with my family members, much loves. on the actual day itself was with my jc friends (Lijun, ronald, john and minghan) that is just part one. part two will continue with sinting, haz and gang.  "ultimately, its not the ones who leave, but the ones who stayed on, that actually matters" especially to those who been in my life till thus far, we've come a long way together. thanks so much for being part of my life. i love you all, boys and girls. 12:13 AM, Sunday, June 7, 2009 the smell of baby powder.  "i need to stop thinking that everything will work when some things are better when it ends" perhaps, one day, we might cross paths. we would be able to put everything behind us. we might just talk. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. life, full of its uncertainties. i hate to say this.. i miss you. i, really, do. 2:02 PM, Saturday, May 30, 2009 The month of may is coming to an end, FINALLY. seems like yesterday when you left. The month of june will be better, it IS going to be better. IT HAS TO BE better, its my bday month HELLO! The dress that i bought online is now missing. apparently, the owner made a mistake and send it through normal mail when i opted for reg mail. it is my FAV dress okay. i am so saddened by it. i got many FAV dresses btw. my dear dress, wherever you are now, please come back to me okay. come back to pammie. whoever finds it please send it back to me. PLEASE. alright. done with a post that doesnt require much thinking and phrasing of my thoughts. for once, my mind feels lighter. thats all i need to know, for now. |